Wednesday, September 07, 2005

School

So I am back at school. I started school a week ago.. I start early I guess. I have had a lot of things on my mind lately. I don't know what is up with that. I also have been having a hard time falling asleep at night. I guess I have been stressed or something. There are so many things going on here that I wish I could talk about, but I don't know who all reads this, and well right now, I don't want to go into it all, but if you really want to know, you can call me, or leave a message and I will try to get back to you.

I miss my grandma. I got thinking about her today. And it again came to mind that I didn't get to spend alot of time with her before she passed away. That is probably not that bad, but i really miss her, and want to be able to talk to her. I love my family. They are all really supportive. One of the girls on my floor, I am related to her, and well she knew my cousin, who committed suicide a couple years back. She brought some pictures of him back, and I picked him out right away. This might be why I have been feeling so down today. I am not sure. It might also be that a friend of mine leaves in 12 days for 16 months to Iraq.

~me