stress

Right now I am really stressed. I have so much going on in my life that I don't know what to do.

I come into my dorm room and just want to start crying. I miss everyone alot. I look at my desk and think of what a mess it is and look at Erikas and fell that i should be more like her and organized, but everytime i try i fail. I just want to be able to be organized.

I want to like my classes. My history class is super hard. I am stressed about that. I thought it would not be so hard, but it sucks! I feel like I don't fit in anywhere. I just want to curl up in a ball and never come out of it. I wanna cry. I wanna talk to my best friend. I don't even know if I have a best friend. I mean I think i do, but it is so hard to say these days. I am going to get going now because I am starting to cry.